I don’t understand what I’m doing to myself. I feel like I’m hurting myself more when I’m with him rather than being happy. I have been with this guy for 3 months, and the first two months were amazing. But now, for the past month, he has bailed on meeting up at least 6 times, and has only talked to me for about 20 minutes two days ago. I think its not worth it. The pain that I’m feeling right now, should not be what I should be experiencing in a relationship. Maybe it is time to let go… In fact, I am probably better off without one. I have a job coming up and fencing classes, along with a program I am attending. So I won’t have time with one anyways 😛 So this is me saying goodbye, I promise we won’t talk anymore, I won’t even tell you we’re done, I’ll let you figure it out on your own…